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Friday, November 03, 2006
11:12 PM

well...hello
guess some ppl told me that my blog is not really me..
cause i never really say out wad i feel...
i tend to make my posts funny, i try...
i always fake smiles...i duno why...juz dun like ppl to be sad..
i guess in this post, i shall say out my true feelings...
guess this world is full of hatred...full of power dominations..
i dun like it...
this world is full of deceiving...hypocrites...
i dun like it...
i beared with wadeva shit that comes to me...
smiling at wadeva shit that comes to me...
always grit my teeth to try to look on the bright side of things,
and even bear wif ppl hu pisses me off...i try..i always try.
but people juz dun seem to get it...
i reali hav no control over them..but myself...
if they treat me bad, it means i hav done sth wrong...
so i reap wad i sow...apparently i did a bad job..
well..this is to all that loved me and hate me..
im sorry...thankyou for your guidance..

guess my green tea is snatched away...juz like that..
i will show no retaliations
i understand why this is happening...i forsee your future..
u will really suffer with me...
im juz trying to make u understand...not now..
maybe in 2 yr's time..u will...
u may hate me for all u wan...
just please stay away from me...
it will only do u bad...please
you're too young to think about the consequences of things u do..
i am a bastard..u juz dun noe it...
well now u do...so stay away from me yah?
this is an order..

and to u..anata..
i guess i've ben a jerk...
not being sensitive to your feelings..
made u cry many times...
well..guess its all over from now..
hate me...cuz i dun wan u to be sad anymore..
since so many ppl hate me..
there isnt any harm in adding a couple or two?
dun worry...i will never be able to make u sad anymore..

u may ask me y im doing this...
i made a vow...to myself...
guess i won't be toking to u anymore..
and no more lollipop for me..i guess..
its okay...plain water is better than green tea rite?
hehs..jiayou bah greentea..u hav a vv bright future...
u hav the potential..i noe it..i juz do
dun let me ruin it yah?heheh...

wells..this may be the last post i will have for my blog..
enjoyed blogging though...alot
but i guess...its all over for me bah..
woke up my bloody idea le...
hehs...thanks for reading my blog...
thankyou..and sorry to all who hate me...
to all my bros...please dun fight over ranks or posts...
its not going to do anyone good...

last quote of the day: Rank is what you Wear, Respect is what you Earn


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